Shortsleeves.

I feel like I am destined to lose everything. No matter what I do, it’ll never go right for long. Either I say the wrong thing, or I don’t do something that I should’ve. I just feel like I’m ruining everyone’s life, and that in the end i want have anyone. I won’t have any friends, and my boyfriend will get sick of me. Sometimes i just get so overwhelmed with everything going on around me that I just want to sleep, just sleep until everything is better. Have the weirdest dreams ever, and wake up to people who love me and tell them all about my wacky dreams. That’s what I want right now, but instead i just cry because i think everything is gonna fall apart. and that is the last thing i want.

Do they not understand how it makes me feel..? Like, you can have your likes and dislikes of people, but you don’t have to be so rude about it when it’s someone i really care about. It’s not like it’s never bothered me before, how you say that you specifically don’t want him to come, that you freak out when you think i told him something. He’s my boyfriend, I can tell him whatever I want. It’s my life, and I trust him. If you were with a guy, i’d be supportive. I wouldn’t tell you how much i disliked him, even if i did. I’d be happy for you, ask you how things were going, and take some interest in your life. I wouldn’t be rude, and treat someone you love like shit. You guys clearly aren’t very supportive friends. And I’m really getting sick of it. If I had to choose, i’d choose him over you.

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I couldn’t see myself with anyone else. He’s perfect for me. We are practically the same person. And I’m so in love with him. We fight. But who doesn’t.. Even when we do, it lasts an hour or two tops, and we both are apologizing. I am just so happy. I wish he could actually know how much I care about him. Like, i tell him.. But words are just words. Anyone can say them. But I really do love him. I bought him something he wanted really bad today. He doesn’t know I did. We were having this big argument about who knows what and I just felt like buying him something. Just so he knows I love him no matter what. I love you, Oliver.

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